Karmouch

Journal & obsessions

March 2026

  1. on students problems

    11:37 PM, 26 March 2026

    some students' problems are too big to even acknowledge. what power does a simple english teacher have? what influence? it feels frustrating sometimes. the system is failing so many students and i feel like nothing can be done about it.

  2. disturbances

    11:34 PM, 26 March 2026

    sometimes one small event right before the begining of a class - a student asking for his place back from another, a sudden unfiltred laugh from a class corner, or even a tasteless question - can affect my mood tremendously and make me shift from being extremly egger to start the lesson to being completly burned out and frustrated.